...ok, so maybe that's not the best way to start this out. Let's try again.
Hi, my name is Selene and I need to lose about 140 pounds. I hate the way I look, I hate the way clothes fit me and, yeah, sometimes I hate myself because I don't seem to be able to stick with a weight loss program long enough to actually see lasting results. I'm getting married (hopefully, we haven't set a date officially yet) in October 2016 and I'd really love to actually like the way I look on my wedding day instead of wanting to burn all the pictures so that I don't have to look at mybigfatuglydisgustingcowofaself. So, here we go.
This is probably the 4th or 5th time I restarted this blog. I keep deleting the old entries in the hopes that I can somehow pretend to erase my previous failures and not screw up this time around. We'll see how that goes.
On to the statistical nonsense.
Name: Selene
Age: 34
Height: 5'9"
Weight: 290lbs
Goal Weight (Longterm): 150lbs
First Goal Weight: 250lbs
Reward at First Goal: To be determined (contemplating a new tattoo or piercing)
I just rejoined Weight Watchers today. Currently I have 45 points per day/49 weekly "cheat" points.
I have a gym membership at LA Fitness that I really, really need to start using.
I love walking/jogging outdoors, hiking and riding my bike. I also really enjoy swimming.
I can do this. I know I can do this. I have to prove to myself and everyone around me that I am not just a useless failure. I will do this. I have to do this. I want to be happier, healthier and able to live my life and love myself.
Here goes nothing...
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